academia things that genuinely make me happy

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1. large textbooks filled with extra papers which hold the answers to the problems you thought were too brilliant to be thrown away, or the simple short summary of a part you were struggling to understand before
2. having your textbook absolutely ruined by highlighters and sticky notes all over it, those little tips and ideas you picked up from the lesson. anyone who opens that book immediately knows that you’ve studied the crap out of it and know the concept by heart. “this is the most annotated book i’ve ever seen” is literally the highest form of compliment for me.
3. solving math or chemistry problems to a soundtrack album or ambient sounds, extra points if it’s in afternoon lol
4. when you’re so focused and keen on getting to the final answer that your hand physically can’t keep up with your eagerness so you end up with the most incoherent solution. but you’ve finally got the answer right!
5. being self-taught in a subject or a few chapters of the textbook, and still smashing the quizzes and the exams
6. coming up with a new solution to the problem, or seeing the problem from a new perspective, and finally being able to solve it because of just that.
7. confidently walking out of the exam room. 0 doubt in your mind that you crushed it!
8. actually feeling how you’ve grown academically, and how much more knowledgeable you are compared to the beginning of the semester
9. casually and confidently having conversations with a professor about your studies, exchanging ideas and discussing the existing theories, methods, on-going research and all

all of this is everything i want in life- god