inkskinned:

not 2 be that person who reads 2 much into things but unpopular opinion is that it’s okay to dislike silence. i usually get made to feel like i’m some kind of thoughtless idiot who can’t keep her mouth shut. but like. it’s actually that i was taught to constantly monitor other people’s emotions. my trauma has taught me that a person’s silence = anger. i was taught silence was a threat. i was taught to be constantly on the lookout for incoming rage and to be constantly trying to dispel that rage through conversation. & if i can survive that u can survive me asking you about your day. probably. love u though